Happy Merdeka? Yea, right!!!

On the 30th night, I was actually editing template in my blog.

Clock struck 12 and my cellphone rang and it was Jaime. I thought she was just playing miss call but heck!! Miss call won't last for more than 15 secs,right?

That girl sure was funny for the first word she said when I answered her call was, "POOITING!!! HAPPY MERDEKA...!!!" *sweat* Then we started to talk bad things bout Malaysia. *we're typical kind of Malaysian too*.

She was surprised that I actually at home on Merdeka Eve. Well, those were the days when we rarely see rape and murder news on paper. But now's like total opposite. I practically see words like murder, rape, snatch thief victim, and abducted everyday in newspaper. Well, that makes me prefer to stay indoor. I know all these are fated but if you can do something to avoid it, why not?

There was this news about skeleton of an unidentified woman found in ditch in Ipoh on 27th August and I remember mum lectured me the whole day about it.

Mum: If I forbid you from going out, you'll say you have no freedom. You never think of my position as a mother. You want to end up like that unidentified woman,is it?
Me: Touch wood!!! In that case, whenever I go out, I'll bring you along,ya!

I sounded pretty sarcastic though. *Sigh, not easy to be a mother,eh!* But then, I try to understand that she is just plain worry.

If I were ever given a chance to punish those rapist, snatch thief, abductor lunatic people, I'll get a BIG BAZOOKA, KABOOM them and say,"Thats the results of taking away my freedom, you sucker!"

Should I?

Blogspot just introduced this "New Blogger in Beta".
Sounds interesting....
Changing template is sooo much easier...
I was just thinking if I should switch it?
Oh yea, there won't be any "undo"; meaning I can't go back to the old Blogger application if I were to switch to Beta version.
Well, probably not now coz Im pretty sure they still have loads of missing features.

2 Weeks Ago

ARGH!!! Finally.....

I LEARNT HOW TO UPLOAD PHOTO IN MY BLOG....

Well, I kinda had difficulty dragging photo previously. Hmmm, Im stupid smart.

I went out, well, 2 weeks ago with Leng, Ivan, and Ka Zeng. It was a Saturday and we wanted to go to those happening places in Ipoh.

Ivan was the blurrest of all. He waited for us in Oldtown Kopitiam. Initially we were at this coffee shop and Zeng wanted FOOD, but they serve only coffee there. Finally, we found this Friends Cafe. Nice environment but the live band there sucks!!! 4 of us, talked practically about everything under the sun.

Zeng waited for his food for about 40 mins and we were wondering if the chef manage to catch any chicken *coz he ordered chicken chop*. It wasnt really busy coz it was still early then.

I didn't know what lead us to talk bout supernatural stuff. Zeng actually said that he always found girl's hair in his room whenever he pack his room. He's actually studying in a government's college and no girl is supposed to be in boy's dorm. He wondered where all the long hair comes from....

For Ivan's case, he's staying in this 6th floor condominium and the number of his condo is 66. So we were connecting all the info he gave with the movie "The Omen".

Leng said she always see shadow in her house middle of the night when she's half-awake.

I really got enough with their respective story. Leng wanted to chor dee but I told her it was kinda late and we better get back home earlier. There were 2 reasons why I never want to chor dee:

• My curfew is actually 11 and it was 10.45
• I forgot how to chor dee.

As I was driving back home, I couldnt help but to look at the front mirror ALL THE TIME. Well, in case "something" was following me home. Hehehe.... I know, sounds crappy,right? Sorry, can't help. I do get paranoid at times...


Zeng and Leng...


Leng and I still looking as hot as ever fine...


Zeng, Leng, me and Ivan's right eye brow....


Leng and Ivan

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Right now, this blog still remain disclosed.
I can't upload any photo right now coz still using my oooolddddddd computer.

I've been busy with my granny stuff lately. She's not well and being a granddaughter and a part time leong tei kun, I guess I should stay with her more frequent. Granny is diagnosed with bone cancer since January 2006 and her condition is getting worse day by day. Right now, she's depending on morphine injection to ease the pain. I often massage her arm whenever she said she's in pain and I realised that I can't feel her bone anymore. It is so "empty" inside.

She refused to eat coz she'll throw out after her meal. But I never give up talking to her sense that she needs food for survival. The other day she said:
Granny: I want to be able to sit down on a chair.
Me: OH!! Of course you can sit on a chair IF you eat. So, be good *...bla bla bla................* You must eat,ok?
Granny: *nodded her head*.

I suddenly had this really weird feeling. But it feels good. At least I my granny's trying to tell me that she's not gonna give up.

If Im Ugly Then So Are You

I googled on the word "blog" and it slowly brought me here. I've been thinking to blog since god-knows-when but I just couldnt stay long. In fact, I actually have this homepage but I didn't like the blog session in it. From now on, Im just gonna use it as a journal.

IF IM UGLY THEN SO ARE YOU
One shouldn't judge one on their appearance. Of course first impression is always based on the looks but first impression can be ALWAYS 100% wrong. At times, I do feel good bout myself but when someone say things like "God, you're fat.", "God, you're so tanned!!", "God, you look so tired!!!"......., it will definitely make me feel bad. BUT!!!! Eventually, I chose not to listen what they say. If I think I look good, thats it; I LOOK GOOD!!!

Just don't give a damn bout what people say bout you.
You are you; don't let any of their words or actions let you down.